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Tuesday, April 16, 2013

What is life, actually?

Back from another day at school. It's another tiring day, all because of my competitor, THE SUN. Haha.

It's only day 2 of the real poly life and I feel as though I'm gonna die, totally drained. Omg, I really dunno what I will become one week latr. LOL.

Anyways. Another rant post, pardon me.

Yes, it's another of those, omg, I didn't have a good day post. I just can't help it. In poly, I start the course afresh, not knowing a single one of my coursemates. Needa do the self-introduction shit all over, and finding out who has same interest, who we should really latch on, who we should mix less with, etc. All these takes lots of time, energy and commitment to do it, and although I really like to socialise, sometimes I really am tired and worn out to start over again. THEN, all this will lead to me working badly, cos I can't work when I'm uncomfortable and alone. Which will THEN lead to being emo, and it goes on and on and on..

Yeah, that's the sad part of life. All of us wanna start off well, but sadly, that is not the case for most of us. We needa get out and do some shit and earn it.

But today wasn't really bad though, considering what we did after school. Met some really good seniors, in terms of talents, attitude, etc. They are REALLY AWESOME overall. I got cool buddies like Jeff, Khai, Thurston and the others. Today's not so bad.

Finally did a proper duet, apart from "lucky", with Kaela that crazy girl. I still dunno how we got so comfortable la. I only knew her for like, 1 week or so? :p

Anyways, woo. Long post. But I just really wanna say, I hope things get better. I hope I will find someone who I could really turn to anytime, anywhere, anyhow. Just someone with common interest, someone who cares for me and all. Yeah.

As always, I might rant more if need be. HAHA, I'm such a silly boy.

Just blabbering rubbish all over the post today, omg. But I really can't wait for time to past till the point when I'm super comfortable in school alr, if it's even possible.


Masquerade-ing.