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Saturday, June 30, 2012

*Escaping from reality*

Hey guys.

Back to blogging A BIT more, cos I just like it. HAHA. Anyways.

Yeah, gonna start ranting again. That's what I always do here right? Haiix, expected. Hehe. Let's start off.

Well, life has been a mess for me, honest. I've been living each day aimlessly, going with the motion. Alright, not really with the motion. I still do things my own way. But it's something like that. It's like, I just dun feel like doing anything. In short, MY LIFE IS A MESS. LOL.

I've been keeping to myself this few days. It's like cos:
1: I dun wanna burden ppl.
2: I dun wanna be annoying.
Yeah, that's why. Hmmm, and if you know me REALLY well, I think a lot. But this few days, I keep myself from thinking so much. Maybe it's cos I'm sick of being all emo and stuff. MAYBE. But I'll definitely go back to being emo one la, standard sia. Not that I like to be, but... -.-. HAHA, okay, anyways.

There's one thing that's always bugging me, but I won't say it here. SECRET. Heh. :p. Even though, okay, EVEN THOUGH, I keep myself from thinking a lot, this still bother me. Why does this matter so much. #haiix

Anyways. I really want an answer. Of course, something I expect. I still haven't give up, am still holding on. So, yeah. Hope things goes well. So looking forward to Monday. TEEHEE. #random

Alright, see ya guys next time. Long post...

Haiix. Didn't expect you to mean so much to me. Now I'm hopelessly in love.


Masquerade-ing.

Sunday, June 24, 2012

*Cliffhanger.*

Hey guys.

Well, long time since I last updated. I have no more computer alr you see. Have to wait for another dunno how long till I get a new one. Okay, anyways.

Life has been kinda rough on me this few weeks. It's been 1 month and 14 days since 10th May. That short period, many things happened. Mostly happy actually.

Well, but something happened like halfway thru it, and it has kept me thinking about it non-stop since den. I guess it matters a lot to me, that's why. Sometimes ppl say we have to get out of our problems for a while, so that we can see it better. But I think this is just so hard to solve. It needs a concrete answer. HAIIX.

Anyways. Trying to hold on though. Feeling super drained out and discouraged. Kinda lose confidence in love currently. Hmmm... :/

Okay, nuff said. HAHA, here's like my ranting place. Alright. See you guys. :)

God, why can't you make things simpler? 


Masquerade-ing.