Wednesday, October 27, 2010
*Messed up, totally.*
Hey guys.
Tmr will be the last day of school, and of course, the last day with 3E2 for me. Well, of course, I must be thinking of ways to enjoy my last moments with them, but I'm afraid I won't be able to do it tmr. Wish me luck. :D
Yeah, and so, just random, I still wanna go for another of Rainie's concert. Really looking forward to. Her songs are just so freaking awesome, and she made me like singing even more. Next time I wanna be a singer, just like JJ and Rainie. Hahaha. :P
Well, just talking about more random inside stuffs. I just feel that I live life without any meaning at all. I've noticed I've been living FOR my friends for my past 15 years, cos majority of the things I do is for them. And well, as usual, I'm feeling super confused and messy inside me now, but honestly, I dun regret helping them. It's kinda like my pleasure. :D
Hmmm... Let's stop here. Enough of craps alr. Hehehe. :P
Okay, I've gotta go. Catch up with you guys next time. Ciaos ~
Masquerade-ing.
Sunday, October 24, 2010
Hey guys,
Everything's still the same, but I managed to cope it a little bit better. Just a little. :P
The thing that really keeps me relaxed now is hearing songs, and they are usually songs from my two favourite artists, 杨丞琳 and 林俊杰. Hearing Rainie's song make me feel comforted, but hearing JJ's song just make me wanna fight on, no matter how much energy I must put in. They are really just like my companions in my times of need. But really, seriously speaking, hearing songs that you like when you're depressed really do help a lot. :D
I dunno why, but 3E2 has left a really deep memory in my mind. It's really war inside me now, confusing and messy. Well, I just hope I can continue to live life on.
There's school tmr, so I guess I'll be sleeping early so that I'll have energy to smile more tmr. Haha, rights, I stop here. See you soon ~ :D
Masquerade-ing.
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Hey guys.
Well, things haven't been well for me. I'm feeling very confused now. But nevertheless, I'm still gonna put up a brave front, so that I'll not worry ppl. :D
Anyways, I'm glad I still have friends around me to support me. I really appreciate. But at the same time, as you guys know that I like to think a lot, so I thought about how it would be like if you guys were away. I almost cried while thinking bout how important you guys are. Thanks for your presence. :D
Life's gonna be difficult for me next year. I'll definitely miss the fun I had with my classmates, but I got what I deserved. I gave up the wrong thing and in the end I sacrificed a whole lot of precious things. I guess it'll be my fate for the rest of my life. Haiz, regret is gonna be too late, face it malcolm.
Gosh, I'm not sure why, but sorry if this post is quite negative. It's my only place to express myself truely. I'm really confused inside, so really pardon me. :P
Well, okay, I guess I shall stop here. Take care guys! See you guys soon ~
Masquerade-ing.
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Hey guys.
Sorry, haven't been posting for a long time. I'm sharing the comp with my dad, so I'll only get to use it at night or not at all. Really sorry.
Well, erm, I dunno if I should say that I'm happy or sad, cos I'm actually both. Let's elaborate.
Let the sad one come first. I'm not going to be promoted to 4E next year, and that's for sure. Well, it's not that I hate myself for not studying well enough, cos I purposely didn't, but it's just that I will definitely miss friendships. Really really saddening.
Okay enough of sad things.
I finally attended my first concert, and it's RAINIE'S! OMG, it's so damn nice. I would really look forward to seeing her again. So touching and it's freakin awesome. seriously. :D
Well, I'll try to blog more often if I can. Try my best.
Haha, okay, I gotta go. See you guys around ~
Masquerade-ing.