Friday, December 30, 2011
*New year's coming. Sigh.*
Hey people.
Yeah, back after a long time again. Well, it isn't necessary to blog everyday right? Haha, yeah. I dun care.
So, yeapp, 30 december alr. So fast, 2 more days, or should I say, 1 day plus more, and it's 2012 alr. And that means a lot of things: beginning of new problems, beginning of the school term, beginning of a new challenge, etc. Many many things.
Sigh, omg. To be honest, I'm not looking forward to the new year. Totally drained out and tired of everything. But what can I do? Ahhh... :p
Okay, just ranting. Haha. Haiz. Well, despite all the rantings,
HAPPY NEW YEAR PPL. :D
Can't I just sleep thru the whole year? :p
Masquerade-ing.
Thursday, December 15, 2011
*Almost*
Can you tell me how can one miss what she's never had?
How could I reminisce when there is no past?
How could I have memories of being happy with you, girl?
Could someone tell me how can this be?
How could my mind pull up incidents?
Recall dates and times that never happened.
How could we celebrate a love that's too late, and how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say?
I missed the times that we almost shared.
I miss the love that was almost there.
I miss the times that we use to kiss.
At least in my dreams, just let me take my time and reminisce.
I miss the times that we never had.
What happened to us? We were almost there.
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you.
I cannot believe I would let you go, or what I should've said is, I should've grabbed you up and never let you go.
I should've went out with you,
I should've made you my boo, girl.
Yeah, that's one time I should've broke the rules.
I should've went on a date.
Should've found a way to escape.
Should've turned that almost into if it happens now its to late.
How could I celebrate a love that wasn't real?
And if it didn't happen, why does my heart feel?
- Almost, Jessica Jung.
Not being emo here. This is a song lyrics, or particularly, my blog song lyrics. ♥
It's a nice song, I hope you guys like it too. Cheers. :)
Masquerade-ing.
Thursday, December 8, 2011
*Lost*
Hi guys.
Alright, I'm kinda moody now, and I didn't expect to post another post on the third consecutive day, but I just have to rant it out. I dunno if I will feel better, but yeah. Thanks for listening.
So. Finally, I have my freedom. Is it a good thing? Yes, I finally am able to do the things that I long wanted to do. Wreck my own life.
But really, I am still feeling really hurt inside. I dun think I will ever get well again in my whole life. Thanks for leaving a deep scar in my life. I appreciate it very much.
AHH! I'm sorry. This post is really out of topic. But, I can't get myself together. I'm totally broken and crushed alr. Sigh. :'(
Well, I thing I have ranted enough. Short, yeah. But I should stop. Sorry guys. Bye.
God, I hate you. My life is ruined, thanks to you.
Masquerade-ing.
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
*Well, I'm just me.*
Hey guys!
Yeah, another post in just a day. I'm surprised myself too. :). Anyways.
Feeling kinda down this few months. Not sure if it's cos of the boring holidays that made me think too much or what. But, yeah. I am down. :(
Let me just rant again, like I always do.
So yeah, firstly, I think I'm a weird boy. I dun think human, I dun have a normal human personality. I'm not sure what I am also uh. Haha. But, well, what I wanna say is that I'm totally different. And ppl seem to have a problem with that. I mean, seriously? Everyone is different too uh. Dun be biased, thank you. :)
Sigh, and yeah. There are many things that I wanna say, but I won't write it out here. It's personal, sorry. :). I wanna do what I want luh, sial! TSK!
Okay, I guess that's all, since there are things I can't say. HAHA. Alrights, bye. :)
God, please let me have my way, will you? I'm torn.
Masquerade-ing.
Monday, December 5, 2011
*Life is never smooth sailing.*
Hello guys.
Woah, blogger changed a lot, OMG. I dun even know what to press for what. Gosh, super outdated. Well, but anyways.
Yes, I'm back. I dunno why I started coming back after a loooonnggg time. Yeah. Should I start blogging again? Uhh, lazy uh. :p. LOL.
Sigh, the usual. I'm just gonna talk bout what has happened. If you're tired of ranting, very well excuse me. HEHE. :)
Yeapp. From March till now, many many things happened. I slowly turned into a 'good boy', so to speak. Hardly any discipline cases, except for some cos of stupid reasons. Tsk. Yeah, but all in all, I've been an awful good boy. ;)
Haha, and yes. Things are the same, ups and downs in life... Hmmm, commmon. But really, this two years are gonna be hard to breathe. Sigh, gotta hang on! :p
And, yes! The most exciting part of my life, so far. SPECTRUM VI. Yes, school event. OMG, I had to perform there and was only told like 1 month in advance. Well, but everything went on smoothly, cos got me uh. Chey. ;). Yeah, and, it is hard to describe it with words uh. Totally special and awesome. (Y)
Yeapp, I guess that's all. Nothing much with my life, actually. I just take it as it goes. Haha. Bye guys. :)
P.S. I change my blog quite a bit. Feel free to explore. :) *woo, colours. :p
I need you, badly. Please dun ever leave.
Masquerade-ing.