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Thursday, April 18, 2013

Sometimes, we should let go. But should I?

Hey guys.

Yeah, I'm a little better today. School life's getting better, no doubt. But well, I hope this will last. :p

So, yeah. Apart from school, a bit bout personal life. I'm.. feeling kinda weird. You know, I really dunno what's wrong with me these few days, is mind my worn out or what. I keep having weird thoughts. What's it about, I'm not gonna elaborate, but yeah. I really dunno.

Omg, I feel so uncomfortable after writing that para. WTS, I can't even say what I wanna say, cos it's public. Screwit.

Anyways. I really hope I do well in this course. Wanna know more seniors, get comfortable in school, click with my friends, etc.

Y'know, sometimes I really dun mind to be alone. Really, like actually most of the time. Maybe it's because of past trauma or something, but it's true. BUT, when I dun like to be alone, that's when I start to get shitty with my personality. I'm not myself, etc. HATE IT.

I guess, all I wanna say at the end of the day, is still what I've repeated over dunno how many times. Having someone who understands me and hear my problems out willingly. In short, maybe called a close friend. Yeah, I guess that's it.

Life's so.. I just can't judge. I SUCK.

Random rantings again. But deep down, I wish I could really pour out to someone trustworthy.


Masquerade-ing.