New life..?

Hey guys.

Yeah, it's been daaaaaammmmnn long since I blogged. But whatever, Imma gangster, I do what I want. HAHA.

Anyways, poly's started. It's a bunch of uber lots of feelings mixed tgt. One moment I'm like, "Omg, I finally got something to do", and the other part is like, "Haiix, it's school again. I dun even know if I'll enjoy".

Yeah, it's torturing. Of course, friends make it bearable. But it's just that my friends have other close friends too, so I'm more or less stuck in the middle. #lonermal

HAHA. Yes, sian as it may be, I've covered up all my emotions. It's years of "acting" that helped. :p. I just really hope I will have someone I could really hang out with, y'know, like for anything, lepak to doing shit tgt or something. So far, I think it's gonna be hard. :/

Haiix. Yes, poly life's easier, but there's a different type of complication to handle. I really hate change sometimes. Time to smile and make new friends, etc. Sick of that shit. But so far, I've a group of friends who're super cool, and that one girl who I dunno how I got so close to. (maybe? :p) LOL. They've helped me a lot in class, but other than that, I'm alone all over again.

So yeah, ranting all those shit. Might have more to rant next time, who knows. HAHA. 

But for now, see ya guys again. :)

I really hope things will turn out better, seriously.