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Thursday, April 25, 2013

Insecurity at it's best, again.

Hey guys.

Yeapp, I'm back after a while. Just wanted to get things off my chest.

Y'know, life in school is definitely getting better. I kinda like it more, but hell. I feel super out of place without a confidant, someone whom I can specifically turn to whenever I want to. It's like, I'm feeling I'm fighting this war alone.

Generally, I think guys should receive more emotional attention den girls, cos we have a problem releasing our stress and shit. I mean, imagine this. Who in their right mind, I mean males, would go up to another guy and tell them, "Bro, I'm damn insecure now la." I mean, wts. It's gay, and we, I mean the receiving end, probably wouldn't even care. That's the bad part.

Knowing that now makes me feel more helpless, cos I realised I have no one to share it to except for myself, and it sucks, cos I'm not that kind of person who keeps in often. WHERE on earth can I find someone who is trustworthy and willing to put up with me, and the next big question, WHEN?

This feeling suck big time. Torturing as hell. I mean, friends help during that point in time, when we're having our classes and stuff. But after school, or when I'm alone, shit, this just hits me hard.

Guess I'm just gonna stop here. I can go on forever but I probably shouldn't. So yeah.

Really need someone to clean the mess I have inside of me.


Masquerade-ing.