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Saturday, July 21, 2012

*Stress. Or depression?*

Hey guys.

Well, this few months and months to come isn't gonna be good for me. I can feel it. Just ranting out my feelings.

I totally can't survive school anymore. Totally exhausted and out of energy to continue. Now it's like, whether to live on the next day or not. Everyday is a torture to me, weekends or weekdays. Haiix, life is really hard and too complicated for me to live in. I totally can't catch up.

All because of that, I've been thinking a lot. It's like, of course. When you're quiet and depressed, you'll think of all kinds of nonsense. That's what I'm doing.

I've been thinking of how to escape from my problems. Some problems are just so big, you can't escape from it. And of course, the easiest way out is DEATH. It's the easiest way out of any problems, big or small. Haiix, I'm afraid I might suffer from depression. :/

Yes, some of you might think, 'This guy is so childish. He can't even handle his own problems.' Think again. If you were in my shoes, would you say the same thing? I've had enough of everything alr. I wanna just be alone sometimes.

Alright, it's a long post. Gonna stop here. See ya guys.

God, I dunno what you have installed for me. I'm in a total mess right now.


Masquerade-ing.