Thursday, December 17, 2009
Okay, back for posting. But now, I'm posting something very mood-dropping and very SHORT.
I'm not sure why I can't hear from God, I don't talk to God seriously and other stuffs that displeases God terribly but God still like watch over me? Can't He just punish me harshly now? I'm not sure why, but I can feel myself suffering terribly now because of this. Maybe because of guilt or something. Maybe I should tell God to leave me once and for all and just not care about me now? I'm not sure, cos I just feel that it will ease my guilt and pain a little.
Should I guys? Or is there other things I can do? Haiz, I'm just feeling super terrible now. Sorry guys, dropped your mood. Comment on my tagboard and tell me what you feel.
Going now. Bye guys.
Masquerade-ing.